Well, hi blog, haven’t seen you in a while eh? Ready for a rant, hope so.

Life
So, life has been, how do I put it, interesting? I dunno. Just weird, especially these past stupid few days. It’s just my small group of super close friends has crumbled. =[ An old rule we had made was “We can’t date each other, people will get hurt” The rule has been officially broken. And it sucks dude. We all used to be like “DUDE! POUND IT! -pounds fists together- (Yes, I am a girl. Learn to deal with me saying “pound it”) Now it’s all awkward. And I’m afraid for Monday, it’s called sides. The ever dreaded word. I may just hang with the others, and pray for peace all weekend. D= Yesh people, thats how bad it is, I sense war. I mean, the rule was something we all cherished, we had made it from personal experience, and now it just re-crumbled. And people are getting hurt, and all the junkie stuff. Like, girls back stab girls ( I don’t, I gave that up) and some of them are reverting to thinking the popular crowd will be better. Wrong. My popular crowd at school is mean once you’re in, and it’s hard to push out. Little iron gates. I just want all my old friends back, Now it’s weird. And it started for me today from Math until the end of the day. In Math, 3 of my friends were whispering about a paper, and I begged them to show me, so when they did, I asked what it meant and the girl said “Phyllis doesn’t get it” and then they started ignoring me. I was, well, kinda pissed. And only one of them said hi to me in Prima Lingua, other than that, they were trapped together. And it’s bothering the living crap outta me. I want it to be normal again. When we ran around outside, and played jokes on each other, and messed around pretty much. It just got weird from Math to the end of the day, but before that everything was ay-ok. And my dearest friend started talking to me again. She pretty much ignored me the whole week, and now she’s talking again. Beats me why, I dunno. But, at least thats back, now I have a feeling I’m going to have to fix everything else, because usually, thats what I do. Or give advice, because truthfully, being caught in between a huge fight is not fun at all. But, on Monday, I’m most likely going to sit with the other side of the pack, since they’re all smart and stay out of this shit. I gotta try that more often. And, thanks to this whole fight, I now have paranoia. I’m always afraid to leave a room without thinking “Are they talking about me? And if they are, what about?” And when my friends whisper, I get worried. It’s nauseating. Always wondering what your friends are doing. It’s a butt load o’ work, but I’m working on it.

Lovey-Dovey-Lifey
I have to say thing with my crush have gotten better. It makes me feel good to know that much. Today he kinda ruffled my hair, but I think only because I was trying to steal his friends hat. =D We’re talking again, and we spend more time together. (No, we’re not a couple, I wish xD) But, yesh, we are closer, and I want to sit with him at lunch on Monday, he stays out of the drama of everything, smart boy >..> Horn-hate of course, making me all dorky >.<

Simsy-Rant-Thing…. Oh, Screw It
I have been thinking a lot about the sims2 community and I may soon be…. (dun dun dun) -tune scary music- leaving it. I dunno. The sims doesn’t interest me that much anymore. It takes a lot of will power, and strength to open my game, I love making new sims, but dread opening it to put the family in. Something I have to over come. But you know, it seems cliques are everywhere these days, the whole choose your friends carefully. I love the sims2 and everything, and sometimes I think the one thing that keeps me in the community is all the good friends I made. If I had left earlier, I would’ve never made all those friends. -sigh-

Well, byebye chickies! Until next time! (Hope I don’t leave it again)